My computer has been down for almost 2 weeks now.  I sent it off to be worked on but those @$$holes won't fix it.  All because I had a small problem with buggies earlier this year and there are a few dead bodies in there.  That's ok though.  They're sendin' it back to me & I'm gonna fix it myself.  I watched my ex-boyfriend enough last year to know what I'm doin'.  I helped him whenever he 'thought' he had a problem.  I called a place yesterday that said they thought it was probably my power supply.  Which is what I was thinkin'.  So I'm gonna remove the power supply & take it to them next week & see what we can come up with as far as another one.  Hopefully by next weekend I'll be back up & runnin'.  Til then.

May the Goddess guide you in light & in love.

OK. I need ya'lls help.  Any suggestions at all would be helpful.  And as much as I'd like to put my 'problems' 6 foot under, I'm the only parent that my daughter has in her life. 

Here's my problem:

My first husband ( also refered to as my daughter's sperm donor) & I are suppossed to have joint custody with the whole shared parenting thing. You know, every other weekend & all that.  Well, not once in the last 9 years has he made any mention of her spending a weekend with him or even so much as taking her to the park.  He pays his child support every week as long as he works.  I don't have a problem with him coming to see her as long as he gets a hold of me first to find out if we're even going to be home.  I've never denied him visitation.  Even though I'd be in the right to do so since he threatens to kill himself at least once a year.  Usually after I tell him in no uncertain terms that there will never be anything more between us than our daughter.  He cannot seem to take no for an answer.  He has even went as far as to try & get people to tell my boyfriend that I'm cheating on him.  His mother is now trying to get things started.  She informed a friend of mine today that she knows for a fact that my child has head lice & that my boyfriend is touching her inapproprriatly.  My mother checked my daughter's head today & the head of the little girl that she keeps.  Neither one of them has lice.  And just because my boyfriend was accused of something years ago ( Just for the record, it was a lie but the judge chose to believe 5 women over 1 man.) does not mean anything.  I am pissed to the point of tears.  I cannot think straight.  I need some help with a binding spell to stop them.  As I said earlier, any suggestions would be helpful.  After 9 years of him & now his mother, I'm fed up.  I'm tired.  I'm done.  I told him today that if I hear of one more thing they have said that is untrue, I will be filing charges for slander & harrassment.

Please help.

May the Goddess guide you in light & in love.

Apparently this is not my week for good news.  First my boyfriend's niece.  Then my best friend /teacher.  And now my niece.  Her parents found out middle part of this week that Halie has a brain tumor.  She has had siezures for years but the doctors never could tell us what caused them.  Now we know.  Once again I ask that ya'll keep someone I love in your thoughts.

May the Goddess guide you in light & in love.

My boyfriend's niece has three children. The oldest is 3, the middle child is 1, & the youngest is just a few weeks old. She was in an accident a couple of years ago & is still having medical problems. Recently she began having issues that were not related to her pregnancy or the accident. After going to see the doctor yesterday, she was told that she has a blockage & has to have surgery on the 24th of this month. She is a few years younger than I am. I ask that you keep her in your thoughts. She & her husband are really struggling. They don't know what to do. They have came close this past year to losing their home & everything. It's been really rough for them. It's just been one thing after another. And I'm sure that we all know what that can be like. Even if it's not to the extint that it's been for them.

All prayers & thoughts are appeciated.

May the Goddess guide you in light & in love.

I have been studying Shamanism for around 2 years now.  I have a wonderful teacher.  She's also one of my best friends.  She's the one that really made me realize my true path.  I've always been drawn to mythology & ancient religions.  I've also been able to see things & know things.  I'm a healer & an empath.  Which makes it hard sometimes for me to help my friends with problems they have. 

It also makes relationships hard for me.  I'm with a wonderful man that has been seriously burned in the past.  He knows that I love him very much & I know that he cares for me.  But I don't know if I'll ever hear the words from him.  Which is fine.  And I know that makes me sound crazy, but knowing him like I do, I know that he shows how he feels rather than say it.  And sometimes, he drives me nuts.  But that's just life with him.  lol 

I'd love to talk to anyone that can help me overcome my reluctance to tell my parents about my beliefs.  My parents are Baptist & my Dad is a preacher.  I know that at some point I'll have to tell them, but I worry about my Dad's heart condition.  Not to mention his other health problems.  I do what I can for him, but he's pretty closed off.  And anyone with a pinch of sense knows that in order to heal or begin healing someone, that person has to be open at least a little bit to the engeries.

I hope this day finds everyone well.  May the Goddess guide you in light & in love.